The Windows Beside

Now I'm sitting here lonely,
chilling in my bedroom.
There's a open window for me,
and my open thought's pony's
sewing my past by a loom.
I can see the scene's so doom.
Poverty's badly chewing
the boy. He's madly viewing
his voice, but so foolish,
thinks his future can be ruled!

All the pains and agonies,
all the chain anatomies,
can be broken at once,
can be forgotten at twice...
Frozen hopes, like swans,
will fly someday on skies!

But what if...Hey what's that?
What a scene of sunrise!
Outta window, with red hat,
wishing me morning! How nice!

By the way, as was thinking,
what if I get myself failed?
If I'm a train of life,
and found myself derailed?
What if future denies to wait
for the hopes which I've seen?
If life thinks, I'm late,
forgives me to show me wrong dreams?

What if..."Oh, good morning mom,
but what the hell are you doing? How
can ya think 'bout closing the window,
let the risen rays be entered now!"
"Wow son! Where'd you find shining rays
outta window? Are you getting all mad?
Look through it, hear what it really says.
Storm's coming! And dust won't make me glad!"

Strange! The blue sky over our shack
is roaring and getting so black!
Sometimes, lightnings are flashing, ignoring
my words, breaking the sky on cracks!

I thought the day would be fine. So boring...
like my thought, it's now dancing with rain.
At a glance, I've got it's also adoring
cold wind, for destruction, it's praying!

What if I get some charmed window pane,
on my life to see my next?
To see, what I am, and what I'll be,
will I be able to fill my expects?

I know that I can forget all my past,
'cause what has vanished, left no percepts!
In all respects, to bring the golden tomorrow, I must
serve today, till it accepts!

It was when, the sweet Sun rose again,
and the gain of color made a way...
When I stared through out of the window pane,
"Mom! The rain has gone away!"