Pronil Halder - Writer Author Filmmaker

I unblocked her on Facebook after 1.5 years. In this 1.5 years we haven't talked to each other, haven't seen or heard. Memorized, maybe. Even her memories started to fade away slowly. After 1.5 years everything feels like a dream. She was a chapter of my life. An important one. She was my bestfriend, my love. She was my, home.  She dropped me a comment in my blog. I didn't know she was following  it. I never check my blog and it's activities because I have a YouTube channel which keeps me quite busy. I write in my blog for no reason or maybe just to keep a record of my life. I never expect anybody to follow it. I really felt astonished when I saw I received a comment, that too from her, 5 days ago. We talked a little. When I saw your comment saying 'I miss you more' I was freezed. I felt blank. I didn't know what to react.  You know there is a space probe known as Voyger. It is the farthest sent man made object and the only space probe to travel intersteller...

It was the puja time and by the puja's festive decoration her locality is the best. Me and one of my friend went out for local pandle hopping and she was staying in her home. She would never come out for pandle hopping no matter how much you try. She says she doesn't like so much crowd and noise. So don't I. But this friend of mine pushed me so hard that I had to go out. Anyways, we were on her locality. There were balloons, lights, lots of fast foods and music. I knew she is staying in her home away from all this. It isn't fair if she doesn't get a little glance of what is going outside her home. I bought a heart shapped balloon and texted her to call her out. She denied, as expected. The balloon was huge, enough to block the whole walking  passage of her apartment. I looked around and left the balloon right there and ran away. Then I texted her, "I have left a massive gift for you on the front of your apartment. Go and get it soon because if you don't it ...

One night I was getting ready for bed and she called. It was past eleven and calling at this time wasn't normal. Yes sometimes we used to talk over phone till 3 AM but it wasn't something like that. I picked up the phone and heard that she was desperatly crying. I asked her many times that what had happened but she was so emotional that she couldn't utter a word but was only crying. My dad was closing the main gate and getting out from home at this time of night without any proper reason would be a disaster I knew. But I had made my mind. I took the cycle and went out. My parents were shocked as usual but all I knew that moment that I have to go. I did answer nothing and ran my cycle blazing fast through the cold of the midnight. I reached her home and called her but it was switched off. I called her sister. She couldn't explain anything properly but I sensed that the issue is between she and her sister. W After a few more minutes I got back and as expected, I had to to...

1.5 years ago... It was a cloudy afternoon. She was coming from Sealdah on train and she was with her family. They had to get off in Dumdum Cantonment. The train halted. Her family along with the crowd started rushing towards the door. She didn't move a step. Everybody was in great hurry and nobody noticed her staying in the compartment until her sister looked back and screamed "What are you doing didi hurry up..." The train started moving slowly. Everybody was confused on her such sudden and unexpected behaviour. She screamed against the sound of the moving wheals "I have something important in the next station... you go on without me I'll come back later." She wasn't determined at all about this decision. She was also, hesitated. But somehow an inner force held her on that place and couldn't let her move. She was able to gather enough confidence to take that decision because if she hadn't, we wouldn't have met again for a long time. I was t...