A Longing, Abstruct Mind

Every night, I know there's someone
waiting up for me in somewhere.
I know its true,
whether you trust or not believe...
And whenever I close my eyes
she sings, so that I sleep tight.
I keep her safe all her night
in my dreams...
Life feels then like a paradise,
but still its like a pair of dice.
They can roll to
wherever they want to go...
It becomes really hard to tell
if I am passed or am failed.
But till you're here
I just don't want to know...