Truths Are Hard

It was just yesterday when you said that you love me,
you want me. That's the way I was insane only.
Today when I'm sinking down to my own eye droplets,
say do I really owe you anything? So why's this agony?
Five years, yes you heard me my dear, I must say,
what was it, love? Relation? Or martyr? Hey
do you know when I see you light years away
today with some else, it still hurts me and ruins the day.
But I know you don't care girl, if you did say could you
break the bond of the childhood? Say how would you
feel the rain, when someone's dying for your cute eyes,
say doesn't your heart says you shouldn't hurt him, should you?
How'd you feel the ground beneath you when you've taken someone else's?
You've made him bare, can't even compete in life's races,
like aces, you've used him. On mazes you've put him.
Say is this the way a girl lives? When her boy weeps, she faces
her happiness? But remember still the clock ticks, I'll be here
to see her, when constantly her own memories chases
her future. I didn't ever wanted to say dear,
but what a man could say when he's on suicidal stages?